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Embrace

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Yes, there is the light that is shining down upon me this day; and I embrace it. I have understood within thought, that this is a part of me because it is healing me as I exist and has the love and power to gift me to continue to love, to l ook ahead within the present because I am alive this very moment and understand the substance of my life force that it is a gift to me, moving inside of me. I am alive and no longer in death of living. The mind of the self has been negated and the spirit of this man has only listened to the rationality of that which holds only divine truth and the clarity in which will lead me forwards and never astray. I know without having anyone to tell me, that I am in fact loved by my Creator because the storms have passed and the storms for to come, will become easier because the previous one has internally prepared me for this reality in my new given understanding and strength. I embrace the storm in all of its glory, in all of its high winds and in all of ...

Chapter "Creation" from "Sonny"

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                                             Creation James Where there ever any good times? Sonny Yes. As long as it was just the 2 of us. When we were together, then we had peace. But, as soon as her family was involved then things began to go to hell. I many times would think of the day I had the talk with her of hinting the possibility of having a family because of feeling that I had no family because of the circumstances of my birth, the knowledge of my so-called parents and the death of mother Payne. I depended upon her womb to produce for me, what I had always felt would bring me a sense of identity. It was a complicated dilemma because I was not truly Sonny nor was my true last name Payne and yet rejected any attachments to those who laid to bore my flesh because of their evil. It was though I was given a life that was empty, void and was not of...