Thank You for Staying with me

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Great Creator, Great and loving Divine One, there has been many times through the years that I did not understand what You were doing with me concerning my kind of mind. For so many years I thought and felt that I was alone and therefore abandoned by many. But, in-spite of my pains, my sorrows and my wounds that were bleeding inwardly, because of my healing, You were shown to be always inside of me and never outside of my being.


Were You by my side? Were You carrying me? No. You have always been inside of me. I seen and known that You were never separated of my essence for to imply that Your Greatness is carrying me or beside me. From even before the beginning of my created essence, we have forever been one movement because I was meant by Your purpose to exist. Inside is the place you have forever been even before my physical birth. You have always known me because You have forever been known of Your own existence. I am of You:) I am love:)


I am an extension of You. I am an extension of Your Love, Your Compassion, Your Will. For, I was created out of compassion for the sake of spreading compassion. Because of You Divine Originator, I was made to exist in compassion. In spite of the beast using those who I have loved to put out the light, the burning fire of love and compassion inside of my being, You have forever remain Present inside of me. Yes, still present even when I felt through my hurt and anger, that hate was sufficient because of what was done and said to me. But, I find, in my internal observation of what is, my being continuing to love and to counsel, to move forwards, to remain with You as You have forever been inside of me moving me onwards and into more clarity.


When the hurt and the pain of betrayal tries to consume me, to destroy the integrity, the love, the intelligence, the state of internal peace that only You were able to give me, the words inside that transmit to my heart and mind, that those things are wrong to feel and are wrong to think because they are destructive to me and no one else, can only be You telling me this. It can only be You Divine Counselor saying these truths to my heart and mind. Yes, that valuable place of vitality. I thank You that You created me to lean upon listening to You and not to reject Your Counsel.


Great Divine....You have pulled me up from the lower and dying strays of burning times. You have given me the strength and the wisdom to move forwards and not to remain still in the past and die. You have healed me from most things that others would have died from had they not listened to You inside. You love me so truly, that even though there are times of when I am not healing, I know because of your love for me that healing is assured and therefore, even before the trial, I am already healed.


Just know Great Creator, that I love you. I love you and know why and understand why I do. I love You without fearing You. I love you because You gave me, me:) I love You because You gave me the chance to love and to gain 2 beautiful sons who are Your children. I have always done right by them Glorious Creator and also their beautiful mother. I thank You, for You:) I love You for the sun, the mountains, the rain, the clouds, the wind and the sea:) I love You beyond reasons of why:) I "Just" love You:) I love Your very inner Presence:) For within You, within That Place, is my true peace, my true peace of mind:) My true contentment. And I will forever live with You despite the times of challenge:) I will forever remain:) I love you:) And thank you for loving me:)




David Anthony Brayboy

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