Rest for Rejuvenation

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There are times as this of when I observe and find myself exhausted internally because of so many things transpired and things that are moving at the present time, holding the similar spiritual and intellectual force and yet within my social life, no matter if someone is thought to be close to me, are truly and insidiously more far than those who absolutely are never to get too close because of their repeated foul intentions. 
    There are nights as this of when rest is surely a gift to the mind and spirit for to be rejuvenated to be able to move forwards to things that will in time reveal to be a better place inside. Its all about movement and growth. In terms of the principal of loving someone dearly has been made a past and conflicting reality to me and one that I am not emotionally nor compassionately interested in any longer. Its a door that is closing upon its own and I press my hand against it in humility, helping it shut. I don't need it any longer because it has brought me nothing but conflict and the burning of a lot of vital time.
   My writing, speaking, counseling, photography and doing what can be done for the youth in my community is truly all of where my heart and mind lye and nothing else in my life is revealed to be a factor when I look ahead outside of that. Anything else only brings conflicting forces that I truly can do without as any other human being seeking to be at peace in their life.
   I seem to be feeling the ripple affects of so many heavy stones that have been and are being thrown into the calm rivers of my mind and heart, and in a concealed manner, these traumas no longer have no affect upon me as they did in the past because I am no longer emotional in those areas of asking why they are happening, looking for answers from people who have none because they are simply playing out their roles in terms of my life journey. But these things are seen and understood now as strong and determined incentives to produce more of what will bring more contentment to my present state because of being shown a better life ahead without all of the drama and lies; and I know you understand that, don't you?  There is a sun rising inside that I see as sufficient as well as beneficial and I accept it.
David Anthony Brayboy

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