In A Better Place

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You doubted me, but here I exist. The presence of uncertainty is understood inside of you. For within myself I was able to see not only what I was in the beginning, but the reality of who I am and therefore the potential of who I am becoming.

I have for many seasons occupied a mentality in my mind which I thought was the essence of virtue for my living journey. I in my attachment to hurting you, I was to realize that I was hurting and destroying only myself more assuredly because of my rebellion against my nature. But, despite of my insurrection I was fortunate to again, find myself and offer my soul a resurrection from death and into a life of humanity and civility.

In our hurt we say and perform things which are rooted in dismay and the anguish of not wanting to let go of the hurt as also having the immense desire for all of the pain to end. We feel as the pain holds a reasoning which we feel justifies its presence in creating a comfort zone of turmoil. In a harmonious act we suffer to be set free from what causes us discomfort because despite if it is made just by way of deceptive reasoning, it fails to give the soul rest, as it produces a spirit of loneliness and elusiveness bounded with sadness.

I allowed my inner turmoil to die in no longer giving justification to giving it the energy of attention for to keep it alive in controlling my destiny towards bliss and freedom. I gave reason for you to think and believe that I were those things you thought and felt I was, but, now I have risen above those estrangements of subjugation and am now in a place I were to realize I have forever been.


David Anthony Brayboy

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