David Anthony Brayboy

Growing up in Chicago Illinois I have always loved the Fall season. I thought that it was a beautiful time to live in. The weather is not too hot nor too cold. And the wind was not too high nor to low. And the leaves upon the trees would slowly begin to change in colors very slowly as they would prepare for embracing their departure of being ordained to go back to the earth. As I came into adulthood, I would come to find out that people are as this in there coming and going from your life as they fall off of the death of the time in your life. They fall off for whatever reasons and the winds of life would carry them in their destined direction for them to fulfill what is ordained for them to fulfill. I found in being still and observing the function of Fall without trying to determine/control its movement, but just observing and allowing the function of Fall to reveal to me of its nature, and I came to understand that I was the tree with the branches and those le...

I'm saved, but I'm a sinner and I can only sin 70 times 7 which is a limit to my sins which adds up to 490 times of how many times you have to forgive me for my madness; when God's love is lasting, forever lasting which means that there is no limit to his love and yet hell is made for people who have sinned too much and will be made to burn in eternity forever without a chance for forgiveness..  I'm a saint, but I am also a sinner too in the same; but hey, don't you dare call me a hypocrite because that would be a lie! Last I was told my bible said that there is a gray area I can play in....I would not know because I never read it until I go to church and even then, I only follow behind someone else reading it to me as I follow his voice while looking at the words that I can understand myself. I allow my pastah to be an authority over my mind despite of how he looks at my wife and daughter. I listen to what he says and thinks because he is a reflection of...

    Misery itself has been an evil entity in which accuses inspiration of misery, because inspiration exposes misery and its advocate the beast. It has been said, told and revealed through out the history of the earth that, those who accuse others of the state of misery, are miserable themselves.      The characteristic of misery holds an intellect that is imbued with lies, witchcraft and false persuasion as she brings a lie with her in her hand to others that looks shiny, appealing and yet destructive causing harm in the mind and hearts of others. Where there was once love and unity, suddenly when she arrives, there is disorder and a shattering affect that separates everyone who were once sound without her presence.    To not be able to have insight of your own of when she/it tells you something, and not see that it causes inside of you, hate, unprovoked animosity and rejection of one who you don't know, and one who has survived her evil influ...

This seems to be an emotional and impulsive flaw of judge and character of others who are simply living their lives that best they can. Considering what needs to be rectified in the world today, those things that are nurtured by many suppor ters of immorality, constantly rule the mainstream of life today while those who claim righteousness sit still in their comfort zone and do, nothing.  There are some, they help try and take the world more so inside of a place/state that is dark, chaotic and disorder because it had been designed to bring about a sense and feeling of exhilaration that fills in their personal void of dissatisfaction. They become a manifested prison that contains themselves. And yet, there are some who are so compassionate to see the world a better place to exist that they are willing to do whatever it takes to make things better, even at the cost of their lives, for to bring into dawn a more pleasant place for the human mind and soul. It reveals of the life jo...

A good friend of mines had asked me of why I always write about healing? I just simply answered in telling him that, “because its what the world needs.” I was kind of awed that this has even become a question at this time actually by many i n a world that is in a lot of pain. It is true that sorrow and pain is a fact of life; but it is not a permanent factor of life in the human condition because the reality of healing has forever existed. I know that we can take a great part in the healing of one another and to end the chaos and disorder that brings about pains that has become accepted as our daily activity; and is also claimed to be a intimate part of our collective characteristics that has caused a lot of fear and therefore cynicalism which also sets up the actions of causing more pain. In the human family being made separated by race, politics, religion and other destructive common vices that rule us it seems as sometimes it is almost hopeless if not pointless to try. But, that ...

Great Creator, Great and loving Divine One, there has been many times through the years that I did not understand what You were doing with me concerning my kind of mind. For so many years I thought and felt that I was alone and therefore abandoned by many. It all seemed so complex and outside of all tthings deemed as the structured state of normality. For, at times even upon the warm summers of Chicago, I still would feel inside as a wet and cold human being. Never did I understand at that time that, it was the beginning of a wonderful place as a seed planted within rich soil. But, in-spite of my pains, my sorrows and my wounds that were bleeding inwardly, because of my healing, You were shown to be always inside of me and never outside of my being. It was revealed that I was only hurting, because You loved me so much that You were healing me;) Were You by my side? Were You carrying me? No. You have always been inside of me. I seen and known that You were never separated of ...

In my first book Sins of Innocence there is a priest who suffers a plane wreck with his sister and survives in the Sahara Desert: and as he sought to go to get help for their condition, the sun had taken rest. And despite what happened he suddenly noticed himself still able to see the beauty of the desert in spite of his pain and in-spite of his worries..... .”My looking at all of the desert spac e the wind spoke a feeling of desolation to my mind and spirit, thus, it all seemed pointless, hopeless. The enemy wanted me to give up and die out there by trying to imbued in me a sense of frustration in trying to encourage me to quit. But regardless of what was happening, I noticed my mind recognizing the beauty of that night in the Sahara Desert. I until this day have never seen such beauty. The stars were out and the crescent moon was shining brightly. It shined a beautiful moonlight upon the desert sand-floor. The wind was softly blowing and it looked as if there were glowing body fo...

Most of the time, when people assert that you have a brick wall up around you, its for not to be harmed, used or to no longer allow others back inside your world who are banging against that wall, trying to create another door inside to touch and poison your life so they can do more harm. They are the ones who inspired you to construct that wall. So, they too helped build that wall of protection and forgot to place another door there for to harm or use you again because they unconsciously went too far.  The protective hedge is socially sufficient within a cruel world. To beat upon the wall implies that there was once a door there that was open to them once upon a time; but, because of the continues acts of immorality against you, its not there anymore. You were made a stone wall, not because of hatred, but because of common wisdom in which is rooted in your determination to remain content in your life.  There is a good chance that if those who are trying to reach the ...